Friday Song

You Can't Always Get What You Want
Rolling Stones

I saw her today at the reception
A glass of wine in her hand
I knew she was gonna meet her connection
At her feet was her footloose man

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you might find
You get what you need
Oh yeah, hey hey hey, oh...

And I went down to the demonstration
To get my fair share of abuse
Singing, "We're gonna vent our frustration
If we don't we're gonna blow a 50-amp fuse
"Sing it to me now...

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes well you just might find
You get what you need
Oh baby, yeah, yeah!

I went down to the Chelsea drugstore
To get your prescription filled
I was standing in line with Mr. Jimmy
And man, did he look pretty ill
We decided that we would have a soda
My favorite flavor, cherry redI
sung my song to Mr. Jimmy
Yeah, and he said one word to me, and that was "dead"I said to him

You can't always get what you want, no!
You can't always get what you want (tell ya baby)
You can't always get what you want (no)
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You get what you need

I saw her today at the reception
In her glass was a bleeding man
She was practiced at the art of deception
Well I could tell by her blood-stained hands

You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
You can't always get what you want
But if you try sometimes you just might find
You get what you need

Have a great weekend Y'all

Want What You Can't Have?

Is the old saying, "you always want what you can't have" true?

Maybe.

Maybe it's that you finally realize what you had after it's to late. God, knows I've said that line a million times to my ex-husband but I never ever thought it would apply to me. I was way to smart and in tune with life to ever let that happen to me. That's something only men did. They take for granted what's right in front of their face.

Yeah.

Or maybe it can happen to the best of us. I'm sure we create all types of excuses for why we let something or someone leave our lives but in the end does it matter what those reasons are? All that matters is that you woke up one morning knowing that it was gone and you have nobody to point the finger at but yourself. That sucks.

For the record, the past few months, I did not disappear because I had fallen madly in love, I did not disappear because I was dating someone, as a matter of fact there has not been anyone in my life. Life just got extremely complicated and I basically went into hiding. That's the way I deal with things, I remove myself from everyone and everything....god love that wall.

There are no new stories to report to you, no new pictures to post of good times with friends, no new trips to brag about, so you see, you guys really didn't miss anything........just me being extremely emotional and moody.

And then I woke up one day and thought, "Damn.......you have let 6 months of your life pass you by and probably missed out on something special"

So that's why I'm back. It's a new year and I've made several new years resolutions. Sure, I realize that something's I can't get back but hopefully that will only open my eyes to new possibilities. I still believe that everything happens for a reason. I'm not sure I believe in fairytales and happy endings anymore but I do believe in new beginnings.

Happy New Year Blogland.

Here I Go Again

Do I believe that blogging solves all the world problems? No
Do I believe that blogging solves all my problems? No

But after months of being out of blogworld, I find that I missed this outlet. I stopped for several reasons, one being that I began to feel as if blogging was job and if I wasn't entertaining or I didn't post everyday, I was somehow letting y'all down. I had forgotten why I started this in the first place. So with that being said, I may not blog everyday, heck, I may not blog every week but for now, I'm back and hope to reconnect with some very special people in this wonderful world of blogging.

With that being said, give me time and I will try and make this part of blogger pink and pretty again, I'm not sure it will be as positive and hopeful as it once was but I'll do my best.